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going bac home ltr bus at 7pm =) though it is a bit late but i m insisted to go bac on 2day too!!! i miss segamat so much =P left hometown for 1 month ady >.< really miss it!!! here i come, segamt!!! yesterday nite, chatted bout family, rituals n etc in vivian's room~~ n i m going bac home to visit my dear grandpa n grandma sometimes, i vil think of them suddenly n cry alone in my room it is not because they hv left all of my family but i did not love them fully i did not pay more attention on them when we were living together i tot they live vif us take k of us is a nature thing but now, i hope i got the time to take k of them as a grandchild, i feel ashamed of myself i dun even ask them how are their health condition wen i got the news grandma got lung cancer, i was so naive til tot she wont nfall down n leave us.. but the thruth is she will n she did it.. last sight of my grandma dat i hv is she was sleeping in the coffin ady.. i m so sorry, ah ma... this is the thing i regret the most in my life!!! mayb due to the case of ah ma, so i took k of my grandpa vry well try my best to gv him de most comfortable condition. i know it is pain n dat time i promised myself not to leave u alone.. n i did it.. yet, u were still leaving us.. i really dun like dat felling.. i miss de noiseness cheerfulness of my home vry vry much but i noe it will never come bac to me again ah gong ah ma left evrything changed. shud i call this nature of human??!! i dun understand wat are those called "adult" think of!!! evrytime, ah gong ah ma jz hoping evry1 can come bac n reunion 2gether.. but u all jz dissapointing them!!! either I,hv dissapointed ah ma once!! pa, ma, i love u two~~ n i noe evrything may change in one day but ur love to me vil last forever til the day both of u left me i really appreciate to be born as ur daughter.. LOVE U 4EVER ^3^

ALIGATO =)

thx to both my buddies (wenhua & kaili) for buying me Berly's chocolate..

love it so much^^

they wen to Berly's factory coz of industry programme

den by the way bought me de choc

i m going to bring them bac home dis week

n share vif my family =)

dis sem, we dun even hv de time to meet up for lunch or dinner

i m quite free dis sem as i only hv lectures 3 and a half days per week XD

hope v vil hv time to meet up ya...

time flies so fast,

it is almost end of 2nd sem

n my 3rd yr is coming soon

though final exam is not yet started..hahah

wen to my grand buddy thesis presenttion jz now

wow!!! it is scaring~~

or i shud say dun go up de stage w/o 100% preparation..

or shud b more than 100%

the Q & A part...

terrifying :S

my hope now---2nd yr 2nd sem remains 4ever

wakakkazz

dreaming again..

dat's me!!

anyway, congrates to paik wah 4 ur great presentation!!

n all de best 4 u^^v

in the meantime, wan2 thx to meising (senior + downstair-neighbour)

for buying dis dessert for me =)

as b4 dis, she gave me a bottle of brand's during me mid-sem exam

it is really sweet^^

i hv used to find her once i meet some problems or feel bored

or wan2 find somebody to chat

since she is jz living downstairs..hahah

the nescafe gold is from somebody else...

but now we seem like strangers now..

dun noe y??

perhaps dat person wan2 avoid me..

it's ok now.. =)

ALIGATO GOZAIMASS!!!

BSMM induk dinner

had the dinner in Golf Resort Bangi..

the surrounding is not bad but not suitable to our event..

the sound of the wind blow is louder than de sound came out from PA system..

btw, the food tastes good..

better than de nasi lemak v had lst yr.hahah

dis yr---2011, our session achieved a great success!!!

i m really proud vif PPC team DET 88W session 2010/2011!!!

we got 2nd place for de overall PPC!!!

3rd place for bandaging & kawad kaki,

2nd place for community base,

and we gt CHAMPION for CASE!!!!

though v lost 4 marks to KIY,

but i believe one day v can beat them down!!!

one more, our BR got de 2nd place!!!

our mision is complete!!

now, ur turn new board!!!

GAMBAHTEH =))

dis two girls

wore de high heels

walked here & there

but i was vry "paiseh"

coz seemed like both of us r de "weirdy" of dat nite

evry1 looked casual

HOWEVER

~~~

we jz wan2 to b common..

y evry yr KTSN try to b casual not to b different from others

BUT

it wasnt hapen like wat v hope for

HAIZZZ

anyway, thx to chaiyun for lending me ur dress =)

nxt time, i shud wear a more ordinary dress =p

oopss...

no more nxt time for me to attend induk bsmm dinner liao~~

btw,

GAMBAHTEH BSMM DET 88W!!!

support support support =)))

LIFE

wat is a real life??? i cant understand it as good as u~~ i noe u planned all de thing perfectly, but i dun mind it is good or not~~ i jz wan2 work hard vif u,get along vif u forever.. but 4 u, u nid a wonderful life... u care others' how they look at our status, background, or i shud say MONEY!!!! those $$$$ are de thing ppl jz can see!!! i hate those stuff!!! u may rite dat money is evrything but not evrything is money!!! i noe u wan2 forcuson ur work ur career ur future... but i jz wan u to noe i believe u can bring me a wonderful life in future, but pls dun too forcing urself!!! i hv been done lots of wrong thing make u angry, n 2nite, i hv make u cry~~i m sry~~ i m not wrong at all!! jz y did u wan 2 lie to me?? i hate liars!!! n u r de one!!! i noe it was a past but wat do u think for a girl to find out something after a long time???!!! i cant accept!!! i wan u to apologize!!! but end up had a fight again!!!! our main problem is circles between us r almost binding together ady~~ i dun wan be like dat.. both of us nid free time but at de same time dunwan gv partner free time~~ HAIZZZZZ =((( uurrrggghhhhh!!!!! 只想告诉你， 我真的相信你！！ 一切的风雨我都愿意陪你熬过。。 只希望的是，不要放开我的手， 女孩的心一旦碎了就再也不会回到最初那透明的一面了~~ 我的心，万能胶已成为我的好友知己了~~ 过去真的就只能当作过去吗？？ 但愿如此~~ 我爱你！

Bad Man

女人的第六感总是那么准吗？？ 为什么往往我不想看到的东西总是如我猜测的那样？ 讨厌你！！ 为什么你总是这样？！ 说我欺骗你？事实上是谁被骗了呢？ 可笑的是，我现在才发现。。好好笑哦~~ bad man就是你~~如此愚蠢的我现在才发现~~ 是我不在乎了？还是你以让我失望了？！ 你常说我记仇，我承认！ 但我记得的不是为了报仇，而是你从来没有认真地考虑过我所记得的事物！ 双鱼座的关系吗？总是那么敏感？ 多希望自己会不敏感些，或迟钝点~~ 多希望自己永远被埋在谷里~~ 一年后才发现的我。。应该继续生气呢？争执质问下去呢？ 还是当作什么都没看见？自己吞一口气下去就好了呢？ 我真的不知道~~ 你是否对我坦诚了？我开始怀疑了~~ 你总是不喜欢我做这做那，跟男生讲话拍照出去玩~~ 你常说你可以为了我什么都可以听我的？ 但你可又问过我，我想要的是否如你想的呢？ 你只站在你的立场看我，曾几何时你又站在我的立场为我着想过呢？ 每一个字每一句话每一目，我都记得很清楚~~ 因为你能给我的就是我脑里所记得的~~ 记仇~~ 对于你，我真的很记仇吧~~

twister--blackcurrant

thx to u for buying me de drink~~though is it too sweet n better dun buy it again nxt time =P actually, u r not too bad~~but ur pattern is too annoying~~ btw, wan2 thx u 4 buying me chocolate ice-blended as my bday present too..lols i m not sure wat kind of ppl u r but cant deny u hv de potent to do something n u can do it pefectly n efficiently~~ if we r jz frens den shud b fine but since we r working together i really BEH TAHAN ur kuan!! bac to dat blackcurrant drink, u r really sot de~~dare to put on the table there!!! if i dun blieve u n din go down to take leh?? sot de~~ i went down half an hour after u msg me..hahah wen i went down saw suetkei was down there, luckily i went down b4 her fren wanted to take de drink liao ahh~~ anyway, thx 4 de drink~~ wanna wish u good luck in JAKSA selection de but if u got it den will it be a disaster 4 us in KTSN or not leh?? lolss~~ treat u de ice lemon ice another time lah~~i noe except ice lemon tea, others are not drinkable by human 4 u~~swt lah u~~ now my turn, left u---NIGHT OF EXCELLENCE, 2 BSMM DINNERS, INTERACTION DAY OF KBM & BIOMED DINNER~~~ niteZ^^

21st BIRTHDAY

i m 21 yrs old luu~~a bit sad as i m not more teenager but i vil still keep on telling ppl dat i m jz 17 =P dis bday is meaningful to me~~b4 dis day reached, i was hoping 4 dis day wat shud i do, how m i going to celebrate, who m i going to spare de whole day vif..

but accidentally all de thing crashed 2gether, so i ended up put all my dreams aside n focus on our CBC night~~

wat a surprise is i dun aspect my bf vil come up to kl to celebrate vif me...but i was bz vif my dancing practice..at last, v had a fight~~i was so angry to hv dis quarrel on my bday sumore it was at 12am sharp!!! i straight away wen up bed n slept until de nxt morning!!! dat's y din reply de msgs sent by frens~~paiseh =S

de nxt morning, evrything was fine, i woke up vry early in de morning, got ready vif my thing while he was still in his sweet dream~~

Until here, i m stil vry angry of his words saying dat i was wasting his time!!!!

" U din inform me dat u wanna come up so i vil definitely practice vif my frens now only u scolded me for wasting ur time!!! i din do anything wrong!!! u r de one who asked me to go practice too!!! i hv asked ur permission, MR LAI!!!! " uuurrgggghhhh :@ hhnnggg!!! dun think of dat now, wanna share some happiness =)

in CNY, dad n my only aunt gv me RM100 from each of them~~and i hv used dat money to buy my coursenite shoes~~wen choosing de shoes, thx to vivian, khen eng n ah boy (jian sian) shopped de whole day vif me~~especially thx to kheneng lah, coz dat day he was our captain bring us here n there choosing dis n dat~~aligato!!! =)))

love dis so much :)))

accidentally got another extra 30% less weni bought it as i joined Summit shoes membership n it was my bday month^^

den i got another present from my mom~~gold key necklace^^

i went bac after my mid-sem exam, on monday morning, my mom brought me to buy de necklace~~1st time so zhu dong my mom..muahahhah...

we went 3 shops n finally chose dis one, mom n grandma said i m vry "yim jim"~well, one in a life time leh, muz choose carefully slowly n perfectly la~~wakakakzzz =P

thx mom!!! love u 4ever :-*

den, present from my 2 lovely buddies^^--wenhua and kaili =))

it's a wind bell from them~~i put it up but seldom hear de sound..is it mean dat there is no wind enter my room?? =.=!!

there are some words on de moon there but i cant really read it out coz it is a bit blurred~~

but i still can see 星星XXX, de other surface is X月X我心~~hahah

my chinese sounds poor ady~~but it nvr good b4~~keke =P but i do love de star bside de moon~~blink blink star^^

this is another photo i did for my granbuddy---paik wah, during her 23rd bday =)

it is cute~~all leng luiissss =)))

in CBC nite (20/2/2011), there was a great surprise from all my 2nd yr coursemates for celebrating this memorable 21st bday for me n 2 more bday girl in february who are sherlyn n leechieng~~ 1st time wat a grand and high class bday celebration~~de feeling is so ermmm undescribeable but i feel good..de de de de de de~~wow!!! mauahahaha

thx to all my lovely coursemates^^ hug hug =))

til now i stil dun noe whose idea is it but i noe shud b my dear sis vivian, rachel n jane =))onemore, thx to yicheng for buying dis tiramisu kek which weighs 2kg in a super hot weather~~ THX TO ALL OF U!!! muacksss (to girls nia~~)^^

after 3 days, we celebrated sherlyn's 21st bday again in her room!!!dat nite was a great nite as we chatted until 330am at last i slept at 4am~~wakakakzz..cant even sleep pun though it is 4am ady, mayb due to de latte i had in de evening~~hahah

sherlyn de bday girl~~

thx to vivian for buying de cupcakes^^

enjoyful week =)))

love february vry much!!! it is de shortest month in evry year!!!

do appreciate it ppl!!!

wakakakzzz =P

more thing to share after dis^^